Save Jesus – An Allegory of Belief

Yes, you read that correctly. I’m going to take a “leap of faith” into the subject of beliefs, namely the spiritual variety. Starting with the definition of Belief according to- thefreedictionary.com:

  1. The mental act, condition, or habit of placing trust or confidence in another: “My belief in you is as strong as ever.”
  2. Mental acceptance of and conviction in the truth, actuality, or validity of something: “His explanation of what happened defies belief.”
  3. Something believed or accepted as true, especially a particular tenet or a body of tenets accepted by a group of persons.

Belief systems and their origins can be a complicated and controversial subject and take one down vast roads and rabbit holes. They can be learned but are often something felt within. Beliefs are and should be an entirely personal choice. Throughout my years of research and study of spiritual subjects, I have decided that there are five types of spiritual belief systems:

  • Those who claim they don’t believe in God but admit that there is some energy source that created the universe and all of us. They are likely the people who will yelp “God save me!” when shit hits the fan.
  • The fear-based group who think that anyone who isn’t part of their group should be squashed like a bug.
  • The devout Christians who constantly state “Jesus is our King and Savior”, “Jesus saved me”, and try to convince you to join their church as they look down their nose at you.
  • The extreme spiritual types who drape crystals on every part of their body and think they can manifest soap out of thin air.
  • And then, the remainder who might be in the fringes of those groups and simply walk quietly in their faith. They talk to God frequently and believe there was a Jesus. They might have crystals on their windowsills and meditate on the Solstice. They still buy soap at the grocery store.

There is nothing wrong nor right to any of these groups. The snarky comments are mine alone. A belief in something or someone is based upon an individual’s energetic frequency level, and their heart-based feeling. But the basis of belief is in a Higher Being, Source Energy, a Creator of All, regardless of the name placed upon it. We came into being somehow, even if some are convinced that we originated from an ape. (So how did the ape get here, might I ask?)

To throw in the mix is another category, what I like to call the “Mean People”. They don’t believe in God, much less Jesus. They believe in Other Things. They hate humans. They worship power and money and like to take both from you. You can tell who they are by looking in their eyes – dead, flat, no soul shining within. Some have cobra eyes, that dead stare that sucks you in right before they bite you. Yes, creepy as fuck.

But getting back to Jesus. . .

I believe that God created each one of us, through a Divine Spark placed within a human body. Our purpose was to explore life in physical form in order to grow our spirit, which grows God, and to give and receive love. We were conveyed the Divine Right to joy, love, prosperity, abundance, and freedom. However, we agreed to forget our conscious connection to God to achieve this growth without the knowledge of perfection. But as we matured spiritually, we would remember and re-ignite the desire to know God within our soul.

Well, that went reasonably well for quite some time, but the Mean People multiplied too. They figured out how they could manipulate the humans through fear and then it got out of hand. Drunken orgies and that kind of thing. They came up with devious methods to take power and money away from the humans. The people became tired and unhappy. God got angry but determined that it wouldn’t be beneficial to wipe out Earth and start over. Waste of resources and all that. So, God created Jesus. A pure, Divine Spark in a human body, but with full remembrance of the God-connection. Someone who could talk to the humans and remind them just Who it was that put them here. A “come to Jesus” sort of meeting. (I couldn’t help using that reference.)

So, there He was, talking with anyone who would listen, reminding them that they were of God and could-and should- be living a joyful, loving, abundant life. I envision Jesus as an awesome big brother. The brother who would take you camping in the woods, roast you a perfect marshmallow, and scare you shitless with the worst ghost story imaginable. Then when you woke in the early hours, terrified, he’d be in his sleeping bag between you and the tent opening with a club by his side. Snoring peacefully. The brother who would toss you in a pond, then teach you how to swim. Or sit with you in the backyard, patiently explaining to you how a dandelion is not much different from a human: you can choose to see a weed, or you can choose to see a flower, but God made both, so both are perfection and can renew themselves endlessly.

I believe he was married and raised children (his time of death could have been mis-reported; it’s a common theme), because how could he counsel such things without direct knowledge? In short, I believe Jesus was a teacher, who was sent here to help us remember that God lives within each of us and that we are capable of creating a life of our dreams. A life of freedom to explore and learn. A life of joy, with meaningful activities that create beautiful things and provide what we need. (He was a carpenter.) To teach us that abundance is having everything that we need and enjoy (and not just to impress the neighbors). All that crap about poverty being a virtue was made up by the Mean People so they could take more of your things.

But all the while he was busy building cabinets and telling us to talk to God every day, the Mean People were grilling their minions about this new guy in town. They threatened them by withholding food, by taking their money, by putting them in house arrest, and to some, death. Jesus was a direct threat to the existence of the Mean People, but he just got louder. They didn’t much like that. And you know how all that turned out. Do you get why I call them “Mean People”?

So, this narrative of “Jesus died for our sins”, well, I don’t think you really understand the whole story. He died because very few people stood up for him. The rest of the sorry-ass population were so scared of the Mean People – even though they outnumbered them a thousand to one – that they rolled over and gave him up. So, what if the Mean People had all the money, power and maybe weapons? Many a time in later history an army of peasants with pitchforks and brooms took out a group of soldiers to regain their freedom. One wonders why that didn’t happen in Jesus’ time.

And then there is this “Second Coming” deal. Yes, it will probably happen, but not until we current crop of humans get off our lazy-asses and do some saving of our own. Really, if you were He, would you be all excited to come back? Probably not. The Mean People beat the fuck out of Him the first time; and now, they’ve got worse weapons. If you want the Second Coming to hurry up and get here, and to be saved by Jesus, then you better get busy to save Him.

Take a good look at your life. Do you whine and complain that nothing works for you? Is your body a mess? Do you have difficult relationships? What about that job – does it make you crabby, but you make good money? Get busy and clean up your act. Save yourself first. Dig down deep and find the love within you. Remind yourself that you are a Divine Child of God. Remember that God’s decree is that you live joyfully, abundantly, and lovingly. You have the right to freedom and prosperity. Pure health is a gift. Own your power and stand strong in your beliefs. Become the person that Jesus saved. Only then will the Mean People go away. Remember that 1,000 years of peace we were promised? How ‘bout we make that forever?

Just imagine what antics your Big Brother Jesus has planned for you when peace is restored. I’m sharpening my marshmallow stick. How about you?

Don’t Kill Spiders

What?! Aaak!! I read a cartoon this morning that went something like this: That spider you just killed probably thought of you as a roommate. Did you know that? No, you respond. See, you only ever think about yourself.

That cartoon speaks to me in many ways. First, I have a fear of spiders. I know they are necessary for eating bugs, but I don’t want them inside my home. Cleanliness helps to eliminate bugs, along with dirt and debris that can draw in other pests like mice and rats. So the spiders gotta go.

It also speaks to me of my belief in “Do No Harm”. That could mean don’t kill the spider in spite of the fact that they eat bugs. I can also equate this to the current mood of many people telling YOU that you MUST do this “thing” in order to protect THEM. Isn’t that like giving spiders free run of your home? Aren’t these people causing YOU harm by not allowing you the ability to care for yourself – or in this case – preventing your home from being invaded by other more troublesome critters? And, by you not killing those spiders, how is that going to protect these other people? They don’t live in your home!

So, if you decide to agree to someone’s demand that you do something to protect them, or allow your home to be overrun by spiders, you might want to take a peek at their behind and see if a twitching little tail is attached. Rats and mice do not care about your wellbeing, and will completely take over if you let them.

Find Your Inner Light

It’s been a while since I’ve posted. We’re getting settled in, here in the desert and beginning to create a new way of life. There are many seasons to our lives, and it’s important to determine what you would like to grow. Me, I’ve spent my whole life toiling away to the calling of someone else’s schedule and desires. That isn’t necessarily bad, as I’ve gained compensation for that toil that has allowed me to make this life change. So I’m grateful for all that has brought me here.

This season, I’m learning how to play and enjoy what life has to offer. In spite of the turmoil of the outer world, my Inner Light is carefully cultivated to shine ever brighter. This is the most important task during these tumultuous days. First and always, connect to Spirit/God/Divine Creator/whatever Higher name you choose. Allow that energy to constantly flow into your Heart Center. If you are choosing to stay updated on current events, always bring that information into your Heart Center for Divine Discernment. Your Truth is YOUR Truth and no one else’s. Agree to disagree with others and don’t let opposing views destroy lifelong relationships, providing they are not harmful. We desperately need more of Spirit’s messages and less of human opinions in order to live our best life. Remember that you are a Divine Sovereign Soul encased in a human body; created by Spirit and placed upon the Earth to experience life. You are neither master nor slave; you are not greater or less than anyone else; just a beautiful creation learning lessons and allowing the love and light within you to grow and expand.

Take good care of your human form. It belongs to you and no one else. It was created by Spirit and filled with immense, miraculous capabilities. Listen to your inner messages of how to care for yourself. Nurture your Soul by connecting with Spirit every day. All the guidance you need comes into you directly from Spirit. You may get information from human sources, but let Spirit guide you to what is appropriate for your path. If you are troubled, fill and surround yourself with pure Divine Light.

You are on the path to the Awakening of your true Soul. Find your Inner Light and hold it bright and steady.

Firewalker

I listened to this excellent video from Lorie Ladd: Facebook , where she speaks of learning to “stand in the Fire and not get burned”. What does this mean?

The Ascension energies are ramping up and moving through every aspect of life. You are being shown your inner demons, wounds, unresolved trauma, everything that has held you back from being your highest and best self. And you know what? There is no longer any place to run to and hide. No more putting this off, ignoring, denying or enacting any other coping mechanism. It is time to dig deep and heal once and for all.

It’s not easy, which is why you’ve been in denial all this time. But it will be worth it. No one can do this for you. No one can tell you how to do this. It must come from within. You can access your spiritual guides for assistance, but because of free will it is still up to you.

You may be triggered in all areas of your life. What is the common theme? Do you always feel “less than”? Work from within, not “well, this person needs to act this way”. So why do they act this way towards you? Is it because you have let them cross your boundaries? Do you let them tell you what to do? Only you are in charge of your body, mind, heart and soul. Healing yourself into assertiveness is not becoming a bully – that’s just another layer to heal.

Running away only delays the healing process and will continue to put you in situations until you do. “Same tune, different words.” It is time to face the Fire.

The Calling (reposted)

It’s 1984. The George Orwell version. A recommended read and eerily prophetic. Shhh, someone might hear you thinking.

I am starting with a music file for you to listen to: Mike + The Mechanics – Silent Running (On Dangerous Ground) (Official Video) – YouTube Recorded in 1985. The lyrics “can you hear me calling you” seemed to be an important message. So let that run in the background while I explain.

Much like the dystopian world created by Orwell, 2020 started a cycle of breakdown. Every aspect of our lives is being affected, and even controlled: physical and mental health, economy, politics, religion, government, medical systems, media, families, children, relationships, you name it, everything is a shitstorm. It has become difficult to decide who or what to trust anymore. Organizations and media, once the purveyors of information, openly dispense misleading propaganda. Many of them create fear and division by condemning anyone who questions what they promote. We have been trained to be afraid and filled with hate for a perceived threat that has no basis in fact. Do you even know what you are fighting for?

Like the Phoenix bird, the old outdated structures must burn to ashes before it can be reborn. I’m not speaking of a literal fire, so please do not go out and buy matches, lighters and flamethrowers. Even if you like roasted chicken.

We know that the Great Awakening has begun. We know that getting rid of what is not for our Highest Good is part of the process. We know that we are moving into Service to Others (compassion, cooperation) and out of Service to Self (ego, corruption). We understand that we are going through an energetic spiritual shift. But I think we are missing the true meaning. We are hearing The Calling.

The Calling is the invitation to return to God. Not by death, but by connecting. Returning to God is not about joining a church or religion. It is acknowledging that you are a Divine Child of God and that God is available to you at all times.

That may not be an easy task. Until recently, I know that even saying “God” was very difficult for me. I grew up in a religious family. I was taught that God was a fire-eyed, white-bearded, old guy up in the clouds who would rain down hellfire and lightning if you even gave someone a dirty look. I was not worthy to speak to God. It took me several decades of study and research to work through religious belief cultures. I developed spiritual beliefs and could reach God by speaking to the Angels. If you have been following me and have read my books, you know that I use the words “Spirit” and “The Universe”. That was mainly to keep things generic, as there are many name translations of “God”. However, deep down I still harbored the fear of saying the name. Why has this recently changed? It is because of the Great Awakening. Our Divine Creator has decreed that Earth shall be freed of the negative, dark controlling energies that have run rampant for centuries. God has placed a great number of Light Warriors upon Earth to fulfill this task. It is God’s Plan, not human’s plan, and is happening as it was decreed. If there has ever been a time to have Faith, it is now.

In a time when everything seems to be falling apart, you must look within yourself. Everything you are experiencing is God’s way of helping you to realize that you are a Divine Creation. God is helping you to release a lifetime of negative programming. If someone or something triggers your fear, anger or grief, dig deep and discover why you feel that way. You have to give yourself the time and space to experience those feelings. Stuffing them down got you to this point, so they won’t go away if you continue to do that. It’s okay to get mad. Go beat up a pillow so you don’t harm someone, but get it out. Have that epic meltdown; tears release stress hormones. If you are afraid, put yourself in a safe zone. Get those feelings out and start talking to God. Ask for help. Ask for a miracle. Ask to feel safe. Ask for whatever you need. God already knows what you need and has been waiting for you to ask. Nothing is off the table, except the desire to cause harm. NO ONE gets to do that.

When you develop a connection to God, you develop your sense of worth. With that comes discernment. You will know within you what is right, wrong, good, bad or whatever. You will begin to trust yourself and receive guidance from God. Then you can look out around you and know what is for your Highest Good. God’s messages come in many forms. Maybe song lyrics will hold a message (are you still listening to “Silent Running”?). Maybe you’ll find spiritual teachers who resonate with you. Or you’ll read an article or passage in a book. Whatever form that takes, you will know inside you that the message was meant for you.

Remember that you are part of the Human Collective, and your energy contributes to the overall energy of Earth. You have a choice and it is time to pick a lane. First of all, be in the driver’s seat of your life. Secondly, choose your navigator – God or Satan (there are only two choices). Third, what energy do you want to contribute to the planet? Majority rules, you know. Quit being a victim unless you want to be miserable forever. Once you have made your choice, stand your ground. Unless your choices include harming activities, no one gets to dictate to you what to choose. Standing your ground is not easy and you’ll have days when you want to crawl into a hole and never come out. Take a break, do some self-care, but get back up and dig deep for your faith. God has your back and will help you. But only if you ask.

Can you hear God calling you?

The Calling

It’s 1984. The George Orwell version. A recommended read and eerily prophetic. Shhh, someone might hear you thinking.

I am starting with a music file for you to listen to: Mike + The Mechanics – Silent Running (On Dangerous Ground) (Official Video) – YouTube Recorded in 1985. The lyrics “can you hear me calling you” seemed to be an important message. So let that run in the background while I explain.

Much like the dystopian world created by Orwell, 2020 started a cycle of breakdown. Every aspect of our lives is being affected, and even controlled: physical and mental health, economy, politics, religion, government, medical systems, media, families, children, relationships, you name it, everything is a shitstorm. It has become difficult to decide who or what to trust anymore. Organizations and media, once the purveyors of information, openly dispense misleading propaganda. Many of them create fear and division by condemning anyone who questions what they promote. We have been trained to be afraid and filled with hate for a perceived threat that has no basis in fact. Do you even know what you are fighting for?

Like the Phoenix bird, the old outdated structures must burn to ashes before it can be reborn. I’m not speaking of a literal fire, so please do not go out and buy matches, lighters and flamethrowers. Even if you like roasted chicken.

We know that the Great Awakening has begun. We know that getting rid of what is not for our Highest Good is part of the process. We know that we are moving into Service to Others (compassion, cooperation) and out of Service to Self (ego, corruption). We understand that we are going through an energetic spiritual shift. But I think we are missing the true meaning. We are hearing The Calling.

The Calling is the invitation to return to God. Not by death, but by connecting. Returning to God is not about joining a church or religion. It is acknowledging that you are a Divine Child of God and that God is available to you at all times.

That may not be an easy task. Until recently, I know that even saying “God” was very difficult for me. I grew up in a religious family. I was taught that God was a fire-eyed, white-bearded, old guy up in the clouds who would rain down hellfire and lighting if you even gave someone a dirty look. I was not worthy to speak to God. It took me several decades of study and research to work through religious belief cultures. I developed spiritual beliefs and could reach God by speaking to the Angels. If you have been following me and have read my books, you know that I use the words “Spirit” and “The Universe”. That was mainly to keep things generic, as there are many name translations of “God”. However, deep down I still harbored the fear of saying the name. Why has this recently changed? It is because of the Great Awakening. Our Divine Creator has decreed that Earth shall be freed of the negative, dark controlling energies that have run rampant for centuries. God has placed a great number of Light Warriors upon Earth to fulfill this task. It is God’s Plan, not human’s plan, and is happening as it was decreed. If there has ever been a time to have Faith, it is now.

In a time when everything seems to be falling apart, you must look within yourself. Everything you are experiencing is God’s way of helping you to realize that you are a Divine Creation. God is helping you to release a lifetime of negative programming. If someone or something triggers your fear, anger or grief, dig deep and discover why you feel that way. You have to give yourself the time and space to experience those feelings. Stuffing them down got you to this point, so they won’t go away if you continue to do that. It’s okay to get mad. Go beat up a pillow so you don’t harm someone, but get it out. Have that epic meltdown; tears release stress hormones. If you are afraid, put yourself in a safe zone. Get those feelings out and start talking to God. Ask for help. Ask for a miracle. Ask to feel safe. Ask for whatever you need. God already knows what you need and has been waiting for you to ask. Nothing is off the table, except the desire to cause harm. NO ONE gets to do that.

When you develop a connection to God, you develop your sense of worth. With that comes discernment. You will know within you what is right, wrong, good, bad or whatever. You will begin to trust yourself and receive guidance from God. Then you can look out around you and know what is for your Highest Good. God’s messages come in many forms. Maybe song lyrics will hold a message (are you still listening to “Silent Running”?). Maybe you’ll find spiritual teachers who resonate with you. Or you’ll read an article or passage in a book. Whatever form that takes, you will know inside you that the message was meant for you.

Remember that you are part of the Human Collective, and your energy contributes to the overall energy of Earth. You have a choice and it is time to pick a lane. First of all, be in the driver’s seat of your life. Secondly, choose your navigator – God or Satan (there are only two choices). Third, what energy do you want to contribute to the planet? Majority rules, you know. Quit being a victim unless you want to be miserable forever. Once you have made your choice, stand your ground. Unless your choices include harming activities, no one gets to dictate to you what to choose. Standing your ground is not easy and you’ll have days when you want to crawl into a hole and never come out. Take a break, do some self-care, but get back up and dig deep for your faith. God has your back and will help you. But only if you ask.

Can you hear God calling you?

I Want It Now!

This video message may or may not resonate with you. If not, just close it before you get heartburn. It is a very thought provoking message by Juan O Savin: Juan O’Savin – A summary of what is going on. – YouTube

If you know who Juan is, then you will understand the message. If not, it is about the Plan of current events. Again, this may not be for you.

The message is simple: have patience and trust God’s Plan. This past week had many folks upset, because certain actions were expected. It wasn’t the right time. Yes, we want it now, but you want everything to be completely finished so we don’t have to ever go through this again. 2020 Deja vu? HORRORS!! Think about the people who have planned this and have dodged bullets and bombs for the last 20-60 years. You can damn well bet they want this over and done. Maybe a month’s long vacation in Tahiti or someplace after they have banished evil for good.

We are ready to move forward into the New Earth. We want to clean up the mess and begin to rebuild society into a marvelous, abundant, happy and peaceful place. I can’t imagine anyone not wanting that. It is our transformation into the 5th Dimension. Notice that I wrote “begin to rebuild” and “transformation”. This is not a “won and done” situation. Like anything it is a process, and part of that process is cleaning up the shitpile inside of you. “You can’t take it with you” is very appropriate.

God and all the spiritual beings are helping you with this process. How many triggers have you encountered in this past year? Have you experienced the “Dark Night of the Soul”? Maybe more than once? Maybe you encountered health issues. Maybe around safety and security needs. Maybe your relationships became strained or even separated. Instead of going into victim mode, give thanks that your soul wounds are coming up for healing.

And maybe you thought you had already healed your “stuff”.

Think of your wounding as layers of an onion. The original trauma occurs and then as you grow older, layers build up each time you are in a situation that mimics the original wound. So healing happens in layers as you keep peeling back each one. I, too, thought I had “fixed” everything, but my relationship just hit a boil.

I have been in a romantic relationship for 13 years. I have been previously married. I am an Empath, and like most of us, put my needs last and attract narcissistic partners. Empaths often have childhood trauma of abandonment and unworthiness. I hate conflict and when things get bad, I leave. Early on in this relationship, there were some commitment issues but I thought they had been worked out. I overlooked some of the flaws, because overall, we got along well and had fun together. I shoved down my resentments of lack of support, and in typical Empath fashion, overcompensated by giving too much. I taught myself how to back down on that. I retired last year and he picked up more of the financial support, so I thought that was okay. I took on more of the household responsibilities thinking that evened it out. And then April arrived with all the “you know what” Thing. Just so you know, I am a researcher and truth seeker. I have been like that since I was a child. Being newly retired, I had ample time to dig in. And I did. And I learned far MORE than I ever could have imagined. Some of it horrific and almost unbelievable. (Cognitive Dissonance) And then I determined that I like Orange better than I liked Blue, but my partner absolutely hates Orange. I think you know what I am talking about.

I am not the type of person to push my opinions or beliefs on others. I will “test the waters” and see where you might stand on an issue. If it doesn’t resonate, I’ll let it go. No worries. If it does, then I’ll talk to you about it and share the information I have discovered. So I did that with him. That’s what you do in a relationship. Normally, if it doesn’t resonate you’ll get “I don’t agree, but I love you anyway”. Not so in this case. Name calling and shaming was what I got in return, to the point of being told that I was insane and that my opinion was wrong. He has distanced himself from me (within our house), and even wrote an email listing my supposed insane beliefs.

And that was my wake-up call from God. We all know that opinions are like a$$holes and sometimes they both stink. But they are just personal opinions and we have the right to have them, with the only exception of those that would cause deliberate harm to someone or self. Other than that, NO ONE gets to tell you what to think. I am not a parrot. This was a wake-up call to teach me to stop giving my inner being, my worth, my validation to someone else. That I am a Divine, Sovereign Child of God. That I am deserving of all of God’s gifts. That I have the right to be treated respectfully, with honor, and be in a supportive, loving, balanced relationship. That all my life I have attracted little-boy men who would have temper tantrums if I didn’t give in. Why? Because I never learned to love the little girl within me. That because she was unwanted, and had to serve penance in the form of not being a burden to them and letting them have what they missed out on. (as my mother so often reminded me)

W.T.F. I thought I had worked through all that. I did the inner child therapy and learned how to nurture myself. But what I have just realized is that – while all good – it was just another mechanism of self-sufficiency so someone else didn’t have to support my inner child. WOW. As I said, healing comes in many layers. So my spirit guides pretty much had to shove me to the wall and make me face my “teacher” in order for me to learn how to teach others how to treat me. So I have been doing a lot of praying and asking for guidance on this. I have to continuously fight my behavior pattern of leaving the situation as They have told me I’ll just keep going through this pattern until I stop and face it. (Read about dealing with narcissistic people for more info.)

Now he’s not a bad man, but he does have some level of narcissistic traits, and I have enabled him to run wild with that. Think eight-year old spoiled brat. I never had children so I lack the necessary skills of preventing this behavior. However, it’s never too late to learn.

So the point of this very soul-baring message is don’t ignore your triggers. They are God’s gift to help you see the Divine within you. You don’t need to carry your soul wounds around with you anymore. You are totally and completely worthy and deserving of everything. Welcome to the Ascension.

The Pressure Is Building

Today is December 14th and the Solar Eclipse. The energies today feel like they are pressing down upon us, sort of like squeezing a boil. (I know, gross.) Anger and frustration might be rubbing on your nerves. Breathe. Take as many quiet breaks as you can. We’ll get through this.

Look Within

The lockdowns of 2020 have forced us away from friends and family. We’ve been muzzled and distanced to prevent conversations and physical touch. Many of you are alone. It’s heartbreaking and unnecessary. It might be necessary, but not in the way you think.

When I am disturbed by something, I search within to see both sides of the issue. I think the mass separation was to assist every being into looking within themselves for what they need, be it faith, truth, resilience, creativity, healing or whatever. The answers are always within you and never outside of you.

I have spoken often of the Great Awakening, humanities shift into a better way of living. That of heart-based and service to others. The release of greed, corruption, poverty, evil, egomania and other negative behaviors. A time that has been foretold and coincides with the Conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn on December 21st. Although no one really knows, it is projected that we will experience a great burst of energetic frequency that jumpstarts our path to higher living. I don’t view this as frightening or that a bunch of people will be struck down. Rather a lifting us out of heavy, negative energy. Please, God, make it quick.

What is important about the forced aloneness of 2020 is our inner healing work. Our frightened Inner Child has been screaming and having meltdowns – exactly what we need to realize what is triggering us. What has activated your tantrums this year – relationships, money, work, housing, the list is long? The repetition of the issues indicates the area(s) of your life that you need to heal. Do you want to keep reliving your crap over and over like a bad movie – or do you want to resolve it and move forward into the New Earth? Your issues may be related to the collective. Maybe it’s a family legacy or maybe just a neighborhood issue. Every step in your healing clears those connections and in all directions in time.

I know my personal pattern is with romantic relationships. I have always attracted emotionally unavailable partners with narcissistic tendencies. Ouch. Yes, I realize this and know that I am over-giving until the point of saturation and then my coping behavior is to ditch the relationship and run. Only to repeat the pattern. Admitting this is the first step to healing. Over the past month, my inner work has revealed to me a similarity in the women of my family. Out-of-wedlock or unwanted pregnancies and then lack of support by the fathers was a common theme. I was the result of this and chose not to have children for fear of perpetuating poor parenting. The root issue for me and the other women of my family is lack of self-worth. That our value to men was what we could do for them or what was between our legs. It may sound as though I hate men. I don’t. Like attracts like, so they too must have experienced patterns in their lives that taught them to be unavailable or unworthy of love. I may have attracted my partners in order to affect their healing too. Whether that happened, I don’t know and it’s not for me to know. Only my wounds are my responsibility.

So how does one begin the healing journey? First, name the trauma. Acknowledge that you experienced it in order to grow your soul and learn how to love yourself. Second, feel the feelings. Stuffing down pain and resentment just keeps it locked into your cellular structure, and it will keep erupting until you do. Connect with your Inner Child. Ask what It needs. Apologize for not honoring those needs, but that – you as the adult – will take care of and provide everything. Accept that your parents were incapable of providing for you, but forgive them for their own wounds. Nurture your Inner Child. Look at your family history and see if there is a similar pattern. Grieve for the wounding of all. Forgive them for not honoring their needs. These actions will help shift the negative energies and transmute them.

Begin to cultivate the Divine within you. Absolutely know that Divine Creator would not make someone flawed, only someone strong and capable of great learning and experiencing. You are a Divine Child of God. You are absolutely worthy of love, abundance, prosperity, peace, happiness and every other good thing you can imagine. It is all there waiting for you as YOUR DIVINE RIGHT. You have only been led to believe you are unworthy. When you can acknowledge all that is within you, you will look within for what you need. When you can act as if it is yours, you will see it manifest into your physical reality. This is all coming to each and every Divine Soul on Earth so it is important to release whatever holds you back from living a beautiful life. Take your alone time and do the inner work. I promise you it will worth it.