What Is Right With Me?

How many times have you said to yourself “what is Wrong with me?!”, followed by an internal laundry list or repetitive behavior pattern to validate your wrongness.  Let me count the ways.

I struggled with this again a day ago as I was feeling out-of-sorts and wondering why I keep processing the same repetitive thoughts.  “What IS wrong with me that I can’t figure this out?!!!”  So I asked my favorite guide, Archangel Michael, to help me.

First, he reminded me that I am an Empath and therefore subject to internalizing the energies of those around me. Secondly, he reminded me that, due to the current ongoing 5D Ascension process, all buried emotions are rising to the surface to be healed and they are very intense.  In other words, take it easy on myself.

I drew a series of Oracle cards and they were direct in stating that my little world is safe, protected and fine.  But the next one indicated that I needed to get out of the negative situation.  So of course, I focused on that.  What did that mean?  That everything that was fine really wasn’t?  Then I pulled the positive thoughts card.  Hmmm.  I did this before bedtime, so I stopped drawing cards and instead asked AA Michael to communicate in my dreams what I really needed to know.

And He did.  AA Michael is really awesome about such stuff.  And do you know that I woke up and very clearly heard the words “why don’t you ask yourself – what is Right with me?”.  Well, Wow!  Of course, I never thought of that.

I think we are always quick to judge ourselves in negative ways.  We are programmed from birth to follow rules and belief systems handed down to us by our families, quite often through the use of “don’t do that”.  We probably experienced shaming by our peers and a whole host of others things that someone instilled in our minds that we were “less than”.  These might have been repetitive and we learned to believe them.  We attracted people into our lives that were mirrors of these messages, never thinking to challenge the messages or look at the beautiful parts of ourselves.

Never dreaming of using the words “what is RIGHT with me”, until an unconditionally loving Angel reminds us to see the Divine within.

So I did, and you know what?  Those things that were troubling me just melted into nothingness.  And I didn’t even need to make a list of those “right” things.

Published – Book #2!

I am excited to announce my 2nd book: “Loving Your Sh*t – A Journey Through Healing Into Ascension”.  You can purchase it now on Amazon:

This manual explains The Great Awakening – an overview of 2020 and what ascension into the 5th dimension means for the energetic human body.  Each section describes the new 12 chakra energy body and the healing lessons associated with each.  2020 is about cleaning up your emotional and behavioral baggage so your transition is less stressful.

Are You A Good Witch or A Bad Witch?

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Image by Annalise Batista from Pixabay

As we watch this crazy battle of good vs evil being played out across the world’s stage, it’s difficult to determine what is good or evil, truth or fiction, real or false. What you think is real might not be, due to the massive use of blue screen televising, AI, and edited footage.  Maybe, even I am a robot.  Since I am eating a cookie and drinking coffee as I type, I assure you I am not.  (Double chocolate chip, by the way.)

First of all, listen to your heart and your gut.  How does something you read or hear feel to you?  Does it feel positive and uplifting?  Is your gut calm?  All information has an energetic footprint, as does our body.  If something doesn’t resonate with you, you will feel off, maybe agitated or even ill.  Your heart and gut are very powerful discernment tools to help you determine what is best for you.  It is completely individual and unique.  My truth might not resonate with you, and your truth might not resonate with anyone else.  It is ALWAYS about HOW it makes YOU FEEL.

What if you’re not sure, or afraid of making a bad choice?  Remember, choices can be changed at any time.  If you are not sure about someone or something, look for consistencies.

Bad or evil people will promote fear messages – “if you don’t do X, you will suffer”.  Will often use demeaning or back-handed messages – “you really shouldn’t wear pencil skirts, and anyway, they send the wrong message”.  (A good friend will take the pencil skirt and hand you a much nicer style along with a real compliment.)  Bad people will come back at you, if you protest their message, with “I was only joking” or something similar.  Fear and demeaning messages are how they gain control of you, or program you into submission.  They will be consistent, and even relentless, eventually creating a low self-esteem belief system within you.  They rarely ever do anything for the greater good, even when it appears that way.  “I’m donating $XXX to this organization”, and if you investigate that organization you will find they are heavily invested in it or have some other way of benefitting from that.  Evil people hoard money and their sole purpose of getting it is from using other people to make it for them or as simple as cutting other family members out of wills and estates.

Where they fool you into thinking they are good, is through their subtle manipulations.  Always, always keep in mind that a person will tell you exactly WHO they are in the first moment you meet them.  If your first encounter makes you feel uncomfortable, uneasy, or even queasy, Do Not forget this.  If you don’t pay attention, and keep going back for more, you will be sucked into their power game.  It’s always about power and control.  The more evil they are, the more power behind the words.  “If you think it’s bad now, and you do XXX, it’s going to get a whole lot worse [for you]”.  Those seemingly subtle threats are REAL.

Okay, so now that I’ve frightened the sh*t out of you, I’ll move on to good people.

Good and Light people will be positive and supporting.  When you are around them, you feel calm and at ease.  If a good person has a bad day, or does something bad, it’s not very often and they will typically tell you they are sorry or that they are bad company that day.  Even if there are bad events happening, they will do or say something to lift your spirits.  Good people often do nice things for others.  They typically don’t hype the things they do.  They are sometimes the brunt of bad people’s messages or comments, so you need to look into their lives to find the positive actions.  Bad people hate good people so they love to tear them down and make them look bad to you.  Good people aren’t without their faults and might come across as overbearing.  It’s not because they want to control you, it’s that they want you to have a better life and will tell you how to do that.  Good people will work for their money, but they aren’t afraid of sharing it with others because they know they will always have what they need.

In either case, it is important to watch for consistent messages and behaviors.  With each repetition, check in with your heart and gut and evaluate your feelings.  Trust those feelings, not just what someone else tells you.

We are living through a massive spiritual battle right now and it is difficult to discern the truth, much less understand what is happening.  This battle has been foretold for centuries and it must play out to conclusion.  We are moving into a better place and the Light has already won.  We are watching a movie (consider viewing “The Matrix”) and feeling the need to stuff ourselves with popcorn to survive.  In some ways, I think that the Divine Creator is putting out Its own psy-ops (psychological operation) on the human collective.  The evil is going away, but we have to see it and hear it in all its very worst before we can fully accept how bad it is.  If we didn’t, and there was the slightest little doubt that “maybe some of them aren’t so bad”, the evil would continue to plague us and then we’d have to do this all over again.  I don’t know about you, but once around is too f*cking much for me.

Coming Soon. . .

I am about to publish my second book “Loving Your Sh*t – A Journey Through Healing Into Ascension”.  This book will provide information about the upgraded 12 Chakra Energy Body, and the healing lessons that are important to their ascension.  It begins with a brief explanation of Atlantis and the process of our awakening into the new Golden Age.  Here is a brief introduction:

FOREWARD – THE AWAKENING

The Golden Age of Atlantis, is it legend or fact?  Much has been written about this glorious time, some of it myth, most of it fact.  A beautiful, amazing society that we can only envision.  This golden reign ended December 21, 2012, the same ending as the Mayan calendar.  Many thought the world would come to an end. It did not, only the time of Atlantis and its lessons.

I look forward to announcing the publication date and appreciate your orders.

Thought For Today, September 2, 2020

If you are feeling angry and out-of-sorts, you are probably an empath and feeling the energy release of the collective.  Invoke the Violet Flame and clear your energy, grounding it into Mother Gaia where it will be transmuted into positive energy.

Thought For Today, August 31, 2020

Feeling a little worn out? Invoke Pure Divine Light and draw it down within you.  Surround yourself with the Light and place a Gold Shield around your energy.  This will keep you recharged and protected.  Call upon the Ascended Masters to assist you.

5D Ascension 101

Mastering your emotions is the first step to 5th dimensional ascension.  You might wonder how to do that with all the fear, anger and turmoil rolling across the Earth.  For too long, humans have ignored and stuffed down painful emotions, and they are now boiling up like lobster in a pot.

You must allow these emotions to surface in order to heal them.  What situations trigger your emotional response?  What emotions are rising within you?  Most negative emotions are the result of a perceived lack of control.  Fear is the response when we don’t feel we have control.  Anger is the response when we feel control has been taken from us.  Examine each response and look within yourself to understand where these originate.  Connect with Divine Source and bring within you unconditional love for self, and trust that you will be given guidance to provide for yourself all that you need.

You cannot control what anyone else says or does, you can only control your response.  If someone is harming you, then fear is an appropriate response but use it to propel you into action.  Anger can be turned into a boundary setting response.  However, blame or shame will only keep you connected to the other person’s energy and does nothing to help you.  Forgiveness should be turned inward as a self-loving gesture to let go of that connection.

Mastering your emotions is allowing yourself the space to feel, but then to step into a state of neutrality.  This leaves a space for self-love and boundaries.  Negativity from another is about them, not you.  The best emotion to master is that of joy, and the knowingness that you are capable of supporting yourself no matter what the circumstance.

Thought For Today, August 19,2020

What hidden talents do you have that you are denying yourself?  They come in the form of wishes, “I wish I could do. . . “.  These are clues for what to explore and learn.  Allow yourself to receive new ideas.