If you have had several nights of weird dreams, insomnia or headaches, this is part of the ascension process. Yesterday’s solar eclipse served as a big catalyst for letting go of things that no longer serve you. Your nightly processing was part of the clearing and cleaning. We are steadily approaching the Solstice and the Jupiter/Saturn conjunction. Things will continue to heat up and much energy is being pushed on, in and through us. Drink plenty of water, meditate, go for a walk, anything that keeps your stress level down. Hold the Light!
There is no going back to the old way of living. That might sound ominous to you, like scary even. Today is 12/12, a powerful energy, a change. Today feels to me like the door has been closed to what was. The old ways are gone and the Light has won. It is the time of the Great Awakening, the shift into a new Golden Age, into a life of cooperative caring. The ending of corruption, greed, ego dominance, suffering and all that keeps you in a lower energy. You don’t want the “old normal” to come back.
If you would like more understanding of the Great Awakening, here are some people to follow: Tim Whild, Lorie Ladd, Elizabeth Peru, Diana Cooper and Barbara Marciniak. They have a wealth of knowledge, videos, and meditations to raise your vibration and guide you into the New Golden Age – The Age of Aquarius.
Right now, we just need to watch the breakdown of the old systems. And just like a movie theater, the paper cups and popcorn carcasses must be swept up and disposed of. We’re in a pretty big movie theater, so it will take some time. And then, it will be time for the rebuilding – the creating of a world where we live in prosperity, abundance and caring. We get to decide what it looks like. Do you want the Good Life or do you want the old normal of lack?
The lockdowns of 2020 have forced us away from friends and family. We’ve been muzzled and distanced to prevent conversations and physical touch. Many of you are alone. It’s heartbreaking and unnecessary. It might be necessary, but not in the way you think.
When I am disturbed by something, I search within to see both sides of the issue. I think the mass separation was to assist every being into looking within themselves for what they need, be it faith, truth, resilience, creativity, healing or whatever. The answers are always within you and never outside of you.
I have spoken often of the Great Awakening, humanities shift into a better way of living. That of heart-based and service to others. The release of greed, corruption, poverty, evil, egomania and other negative behaviors. A time that has been foretold and coincides with the Conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn on December 21st. Although no one really knows, it is projected that we will experience a great burst of energetic frequency that jumpstarts our path to higher living. I don’t view this as frightening or that a bunch of people will be struck down. Rather a lifting us out of heavy, negative energy. Please, God, make it quick.
What is important about the forced aloneness of 2020 is our inner healing work. Our frightened Inner Child has been screaming and having meltdowns – exactly what we need to realize what is triggering us. What has activated your tantrums this year – relationships, money, work, housing, the list is long? The repetition of the issues indicates the area(s) of your life that you need to heal. Do you want to keep reliving your crap over and over like a bad movie – or do you want to resolve it and move forward into the New Earth? Your issues may be related to the collective. Maybe it’s a family legacy or maybe just a neighborhood issue. Every step in your healing clears those connections and in all directions in time.
I know my personal pattern is with romantic relationships. I have always attracted emotionally unavailable partners with narcissistic tendencies. Ouch. Yes, I realize this and know that I am over-giving until the point of saturation and then my coping behavior is to ditch the relationship and run. Only to repeat the pattern. Admitting this is the first step to healing. Over the past month, my inner work has revealed to me a similarity in the women of my family. Out-of-wedlock or unwanted pregnancies and then lack of support by the fathers was a common theme. I was the result of this and chose not to have children for fear of perpetuating poor parenting. The root issue for me and the other women of my family is lack of self-worth. That our value to men was what we could do for them or what was between our legs. It may sound as though I hate men. I don’t. Like attracts like, so they too must have experienced patterns in their lives that taught them to be unavailable or unworthy of love. I may have attracted my partners in order to affect their healing too. Whether that happened, I don’t know and it’s not for me to know. Only my wounds are my responsibility.
So how does one begin the healing journey? First, name the trauma. Acknowledge that you experienced it in order to grow your soul and learn how to love yourself. Second, feel the feelings. Stuffing down pain and resentment just keeps it locked into your cellular structure, and it will keep erupting until you do. Connect with your Inner Child. Ask what It needs. Apologize for not honoring those needs, but that – you as the adult – will take care of and provide everything. Accept that your parents were incapable of providing for you, but forgive them for their own wounds. Nurture your Inner Child. Look at your family history and see if there is a similar pattern. Grieve for the wounding of all. Forgive them for not honoring their needs. These actions will help shift the negative energies and transmute them.
Begin to cultivate the Divine within you. Absolutely know that Divine Creator would not make someone flawed, only someone strong and capable of great learning and experiencing. You are a Divine Child of God. You are absolutely worthy of love, abundance, prosperity, peace, happiness and every other good thing you can imagine. It is all there waiting for you as YOUR DIVINE RIGHT. You have only been led to believe you are unworthy. When you can acknowledge all that is within you, you will look within for what you need. When you can act as if it is yours, you will see it manifest into your physical reality. This is all coming to each and every Divine Soul on Earth so it is important to release whatever holds you back from living a beautiful life. Take your alone time and do the inner work. I promise you it will worth it.
Remember to put your focus and intention on what you want to create in your life. Be grateful and act as though you already have it. Put the power of the Law of Attraction into full force. Like attracts like.
2020 has been referred to as “The Great Awakening”, the year in which people are becoming aware and educated to all of the evil and corruption that has held control of our planet for centuries. I am also calling it “The Great Reckoning” in which a mirror is being held up to each of us to recognize who and what we are.
2020 is the transformation to the new Golden Age, the Age of Aquarius, a new way of life that includes: peace, prosperity, equality, happiness, free energy, vibrant health, abundance and service to all of humanity. Sounds wonderful, yes? I don’t think we can even grasp what this means. We have been taught that we are unworthy so any crumb will be wonderful, but can’t imagine getting the entire cake. If you are reading this, know that you made a soul agreement to be here at this time so something deep within you KNOWS that we are moving into the greatest existence ever on this planet. Hang in there and live through this, ’cause you deserve the goodness that is coming. It has been decreed by Divine Creator, and nothing can stop this.
Our human existence on Earth was Divine Creator’s experiment of free will choice. The mission was to grow our spirit, give and receive love, and then find our way back to Spirit. Along the way, this got highjacked by an evil group of people who decided that they should control all the stuff, all the money, and all the people. Fantastic technology that would have provided free, non-harmful energy, optimum healthcare without drugs, and other amazing things was snatched by them and hidden from our view. Take a look at the US Patent website and you will see some of what is being released. They took over the banking system and turned the world into a slave-debt society. They pumped us full of chemicalized food and lethal pharmaceuticals, keeping us locked into poor health and foggy brains. The media narrative controlled us through a barrage of propaganda further breaking us down. Is it a wonder why society is at war with each other?
This system, otherwise tagged “The Matrix” is breaking down before our very eyes. And now it is time to rebuild it into something better. Greed, corruption, evil, all these negative things will not be going forward. It doesn’t exist in the new Golden Age.
It starts with YOU. That is why I have tagged this “The Great Reckoning”. You see, you can’t rebuild something new until you tear down the old. I believe that 2020 is a mirror for every single person, forcing us to look at our deepest selves. What has your life looked like until now? Who have you been? First of all, don’t expect or even claim perfection. Free will choice, remember. Start with gratitude. Thank yourself for all you are and all that you have done. There is a beautiful soul in there, somewhere. Next, forgive yourself. For what you have done wrong, for who you have harmed, for how badly you have treated yourself. Then, get to work on the cleanup. If you have soul wounds, look that pain straight in the eye and deal with it. Get help if you need to. But heal it, you must, as it can’t go with you into the Golden Age. Get your health in order. If you’ve been an absolute shit, then you better get right with yourself and decide how you are going to make amends and make changes. This also will not be going into the Golden Age. The Golden Age is Service to Others and not Service to Self. If you have tried to do the best you can, then open your heart to new ideas to serve humanity.
If you haven’t looked in the mirror yet, it’s time. Forget the messy hair and wrinkles, look at your SOUL, the infinitely beautiful YOU. Envision what you want the new world to look like. Keep your focus on that vision. Watch it come into reality. You have the power.
The energy of this past week has been very powerful. Are you feeling it? Me: third-eye headache, hips hurting, allergies, and not sleeping well. Plus, I can feel the different energies coming down from above. Are you experiencing symptoms? Rest as you need to, eat what your body requires, drink lots of water and just go easy on yourself. These are all Ascension symptoms. You are not sick and you are not losing your mind.
Things are going to be crazy for awhile. It is important to stay centered within and holding as much higher Light as you can. You can do this through meditation, by envisioning pure white Light coming down into you from the Universe. If you don’t, you will make yourself fearful and slightly nutty from outside events.
The Matrix, the illusion we have been living in, is breaking apart. The mind control we have been fed is getting released from our physical bodies. If you think you have been living a good life, just wait, it’s going to get even better.
The Age of Aquarius, the new Golden Age, arrives on December 21st. This is our new beginning, the opportunity to create the life of our dreams. Hold the Light within you and envision a beautiful future.
It’s Friday, are you prepared for the weekend?
Effecting great change was never accomplished by the meek. It takes the heart of a lion.
Watching the planets – shit’s about to get REAL.
Question everything. It makes the Rabbit Holes much more interesting.