“Eastbound and Down”

“Loaded up and a truckin’, we’re gonna do what they say can’t be done.” A song by Jerry Reed, made famous in the soundtrack of the 1977 movie “Smokey and the Bandit”. An iconic film with defiance as its theme.

This catchy tune is making a big comeback as the Canadian Convey is rolling its way across Canada. A massive gathering of big rigs, peacefully converging on the City of Ottawa to protest and request abolishment of Covid mandates. Peacefully, with no reports of disruptive actions, but with determination. These hard-working Canadians, who bring the goods needed to stock store shelves, are standing up to their government and demanding that they be allowed to freely move about. They are not against the jabs, just the mandates that require them, along with a “medical passport” and unnecessary quarantines. They believe in and represent the freedom of choice.

I have a lot of respect for people that can roll thousands of pounds of steel down a highway. Who can back up 65 feet of truck into a skinny alleyway. Who can spend days on the road, mostly alone, just to transport fresh food for us to enjoy. These people are necessary to our survival and should not be hampered by unnecessary rules. Think of the money, not to mention – rotted food, that is being wasted. You know those beautiful raspberries that turn moldy an hour after you bought them? Probably got held up at the border because someone breathed on another human.

Your personal opinion regarding Covid and the jabs, is just that: personal. A mandate of anything related to that takes away your personal choice. Medicine began with the oath of “do no harm” and patient autonomy. Your health, and that of your minor children, is your decision. For a long time, people have been making the choice to opt out of potentially life-saving treatments due to personal choice. What if you had cancer, but were unwilling to have surgery because the risk was too great – but the doctor told you it was mandatory, did the surgery anyway, and you died? Oh, the shit would hit the fan. There’s a reason why medical treatment is a choice. So why is This suddenly different? Did we all get dumb all of a sudden? Are we too stupid to know what’s good for us?

If you are okay with allowing someone else to tell you what you HAVE to do with-or-to your body, what’s next? Maybe MREs to eat, because the trucks are no longer allowed to deliver fresh food. You think I’m joking or crazy, but you ever eaten one of those things? Freeze-dried goulash and cardboard bread. You’d be happy to eat a half-moldy raspberry after that.

This convoy isn’t a bunch of half-crazy addicts about to mow down the country with thousands of pounds of steel. They are driving on behalf of you and your ability to get fresh, nutritious food (and other goods) quickly and easily. They are people trying to make a living and feed their families, just like you. They don’t care whether you get jabbed or not, only that you – and they – can choose. Because without choice, we are nothing. God gave us Free Will when we were placed upon the Earth. Do you really want to disappoint God?

P.S.: remember, there was a follow-up song “West Bound and Down”. Success in Ottawa might send those big rigs in another direction.

Rainbows and Unicorns

I’ve written rather sporadically on my blog this past year. It was a time of going deep within to connect more spiritually, find my inner truth – much of that connected to research and investigation of external events, and generally determine what I wanted my life to look like since I retired from the work world. Obviously, it included a big change in moving from the Mile-Hi City of Denver to the desert valley of Phoenix. When you listen to your guidance, good things follow. And they have.

I’m feeling that guidance encourage me to write more often, mostly to channel that guidance into messages to be shared. I also have some new followers, so I’d like to introduce them to who I am and what I’m about. I’m a Spiritual Being living in a Human Body, just like everyone else. At a young age, I realized that not everything was as it appeared to be, beginning with religion. I began to question many things. I love to read, and worked at the public library as a teen. For a small library, it was quite diverse and I considered nothing off limits, including those “health” books hidden in the back room. Some things are important to investigate. Through the years, my research topics included metaphysics, religion, philosophy, physical health, self-help, mental and emotional health, and recently, current events. I soaked up information like a sponge, yet always knew something was missing.

I experienced many external events that made me believe I was flawed, or something was wrong with me. Little did I understand that these were karmic choices intended to grow my spirit and lead me back to Spirit. I learned about energetic healing and experienced some too. I learned about Dark energies and how to deal with them. That got a little too heavy, so it was happy spirituality for awhile. Rainbows and Unicorns. Now there is nothing wrong with rainbows and unicorns, and we could seriously use some of that energy, but in present times that gets you thrown in the Nut category. (However, fruits and nuts are good for you.) Whether you are new to my writing, or have followed me for some time, I swear. A LOT. Harsh times call for Harsh words, and get people’s attention. My Spirit Guides encourage the four-letter words, because They want Prime Creator’s messages to come through.

And the message is this: connect directly with Prime Creator (God/Universe/Spirit – you choose the name) and fill yourself continuously with Divine Light. Listen to the guidance that comes to you. So how do you know it’s not evil in disguise? By how you feel. Bad vibes make you feel sick in your gut; Good vibes make your heart swell. That guidance will encourage you in the direction or action steps that will make your life better. The goal here is to feel good: spiritually, mentally, emotionally and physically. Too often we feel bad, because we do what others tell us to do, instead of relying upon our internal guidance – the Spirit-connected guidance, that is. Everything else follows. This is what will get you through these harsh times.

You are in charge of you. No one can tell you what you need. No one can rescue you from external events, unless it’s truly life or death. No one gets to decide how you live. No one determines your health or your beliefs. Only you and Spirit. If you are afraid or feel unsafe, connect. If you need something, connect. This connection is the key to changing external events. If everyone on Earth found their way back to their Divine Self, the evil would simply shrivel up and die. Isn’t that a great picture?

Maybe we’ll even see Rainbows and Unicorns again. Even if it’s just a drawing on your refrigerator.

Welcome To 2021!

The movie credits are rolling, the lights are coming up and it’s time to sweep up the popcorn and other carcasses from the movie known as “The 2020 Horror Picture Show”. You can crawl out from under your seat now. Let’s go out into the sunshine and take a breather before 2021 starts rolling.

Yesterday, my Guides gave me a message that 2021 is about Change and Choice. Sounds a bit like a rerun. They assured me that it is not the same. Last year, much change occurred over which we had very little control or choice. Old, outdated structures were dismantled or, at least, exposed and many people did the proverbial head in the sand to avoid dealing with it. Now it is time to step up and make choices.

There will continue to be upheaval this year, but it will be with the intent of completely getting rid of what does not serve the Greater Good and rebuilding into what does. What do you want your world to look like? Peaceful and prosperous? Or more of the same old slave-debt patterns that simply wore you out. It is up to every individual to participate in creating the New Golden Age.

You see, whether you want to acknowledge it or not, 2020 was a spiritual war between God and Satan. We know how that turned out. Yes, God WON. The evil that has controlled the world for centuries has been wrestled to the ground and chained up, waiting for Archangel Michael to stuff them into a hole that they can never come out of. It does seem incredulous that we have actually experienced the time of Revelations. I am not a reader of the Bible, and have no religious affiliation, but I have read the prophecies of this chapter. God really is looking out for us and wants us to experience peace, contentment, love, abundance, prosperity and all the seriously good stuff that you can’t even imagine.

Thus the battleground of 2020.

So now it is time to get off our pandemic-fueled fat asses and focus on creating a better life. God doesn’t always fix things for us, we get ideas and resources to build things for ourselves. You have choices about how to do that. It could be as simple (and usually the most effective) to visualize and focus your energy on what you want. Maybe you get involved in a community project. Maybe you become part of a team who goes into another country and teaches others the skills to create what they want (as opposed to just building something they don’t like). Maybe you stand up to the old corrupt structures and work to change them into service to others. Maybe you become a “Voice” through media to educate and inspire change.

It is our opportunity RIGHT NOW to create a new, beautiful world in which every being is valued, loved and experiences abundance and prosperity. Isn’t that what you have been dreaming of?

Focus!!

Right now, it is very important to FOCUS on what you WANT in your life. Ignore the fear porn going on around you. Put your attention and your thoughts into creating POSITIVE things in your life. Want to stay healthy? Focus on that. Need a job or money? Focus on what that looks like. Good relationships? Put your thoughts into action.

Watching external events is like being stuck in The Matrix. Channel your inner Neo and step out of it by putting your attention into positive action.

You’ve got this!

Look Within

The lockdowns of 2020 have forced us away from friends and family. We’ve been muzzled and distanced to prevent conversations and physical touch. Many of you are alone. It’s heartbreaking and unnecessary. It might be necessary, but not in the way you think.

When I am disturbed by something, I search within to see both sides of the issue. I think the mass separation was to assist every being into looking within themselves for what they need, be it faith, truth, resilience, creativity, healing or whatever. The answers are always within you and never outside of you.

I have spoken often of the Great Awakening, humanities shift into a better way of living. That of heart-based and service to others. The release of greed, corruption, poverty, evil, egomania and other negative behaviors. A time that has been foretold and coincides with the Conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn on December 21st. Although no one really knows, it is projected that we will experience a great burst of energetic frequency that jumpstarts our path to higher living. I don’t view this as frightening or that a bunch of people will be struck down. Rather a lifting us out of heavy, negative energy. Please, God, make it quick.

What is important about the forced aloneness of 2020 is our inner healing work. Our frightened Inner Child has been screaming and having meltdowns – exactly what we need to realize what is triggering us. What has activated your tantrums this year – relationships, money, work, housing, the list is long? The repetition of the issues indicates the area(s) of your life that you need to heal. Do you want to keep reliving your crap over and over like a bad movie – or do you want to resolve it and move forward into the New Earth? Your issues may be related to the collective. Maybe it’s a family legacy or maybe just a neighborhood issue. Every step in your healing clears those connections and in all directions in time.

I know my personal pattern is with romantic relationships. I have always attracted emotionally unavailable partners with narcissistic tendencies. Ouch. Yes, I realize this and know that I am over-giving until the point of saturation and then my coping behavior is to ditch the relationship and run. Only to repeat the pattern. Admitting this is the first step to healing. Over the past month, my inner work has revealed to me a similarity in the women of my family. Out-of-wedlock or unwanted pregnancies and then lack of support by the fathers was a common theme. I was the result of this and chose not to have children for fear of perpetuating poor parenting. The root issue for me and the other women of my family is lack of self-worth. That our value to men was what we could do for them or what was between our legs. It may sound as though I hate men. I don’t. Like attracts like, so they too must have experienced patterns in their lives that taught them to be unavailable or unworthy of love. I may have attracted my partners in order to affect their healing too. Whether that happened, I don’t know and it’s not for me to know. Only my wounds are my responsibility.

So how does one begin the healing journey? First, name the trauma. Acknowledge that you experienced it in order to grow your soul and learn how to love yourself. Second, feel the feelings. Stuffing down pain and resentment just keeps it locked into your cellular structure, and it will keep erupting until you do. Connect with your Inner Child. Ask what It needs. Apologize for not honoring those needs, but that – you as the adult – will take care of and provide everything. Accept that your parents were incapable of providing for you, but forgive them for their own wounds. Nurture your Inner Child. Look at your family history and see if there is a similar pattern. Grieve for the wounding of all. Forgive them for not honoring their needs. These actions will help shift the negative energies and transmute them.

Begin to cultivate the Divine within you. Absolutely know that Divine Creator would not make someone flawed, only someone strong and capable of great learning and experiencing. You are a Divine Child of God. You are absolutely worthy of love, abundance, prosperity, peace, happiness and every other good thing you can imagine. It is all there waiting for you as YOUR DIVINE RIGHT. You have only been led to believe you are unworthy. When you can acknowledge all that is within you, you will look within for what you need. When you can act as if it is yours, you will see it manifest into your physical reality. This is all coming to each and every Divine Soul on Earth so it is important to release whatever holds you back from living a beautiful life. Take your alone time and do the inner work. I promise you it will worth it.

The Last Jedi

yoda-1091030_1920I haven’t blogged much lately. I’m not feeling inspired, but maybe it’s just because the energetic field is a bit choppy. I feel like the Last Jedi, getting bounced around in my starfighter, dodging torpedoes, and the nearest LZ is through a minefield. I think you get the idea, even if you aren’t a Star Wars fan.

I’m an Empath and I can’t shut it off. An Empath is a highly intuitive person who can sense and feel all the emotional and energetic frequency around them. An Empath can also be a Healer and naturally transmutes the frequency from low to high. Sort of a human vacuum cleaner. Normally, this is a good thing and has served me well through my life. The situation now is not normal and I’m bouncing around. I sleep 9-10 hours a night. I don’t need to go into any details about current events, but from an Empath’s view the energy goes from high to low with very little in-between. Before I go into that energy, I would like to explain how you can calm your now moment.

You must connect with your heart center. This is your solar plexus, the area where your heart and gut meet up. Think about times when you have had a “gut reaction”. Pay attention to this. If you are given information that causes an emotional reaction, pull that into your solar plexus.  How does it feel? Sick, uneasy, peaceful or happy? This is how you determine your “truth” about the information. Just because someone tells you something, does not mean it is true. You need to learn how to discern what is or isn’t true through your internal guidance system. You can also seek guidance from your spiritual connections: yours, directly to Spirit, not another person’s guidance to you. With current events running rampant with inconsistent information, you must learn to rely on yourself unless you want to get stuck in a quagmire of low energy that will wear you down.

The collective low energy vibrates in fear and anger. I have often said that “ignorance breeds fear”. Whether you want to or not, it is important to do a bit of research into what is making you afraid. Are you being told something and you are scared? Use your solar plexus to determine why you are afraid. Not dealing with fear can rupture into anger. You might project this upon someone who does not deserve your outburst. I sense a great deal of the fear-based energy when I am out in public. Part of transmuting the energy means I have to pull it through my physical body, and it moves through as anger. Yes, ick.

There is also a great deal of old grief in the collective. Many old patterns are rising to the surface to be healed. Much of this comes from the degraded feminine. Abuses, betrayals, submission, suppression, to name a few. To all the Men who are reading this article, I am not picking on you nor am I angry with you. If anything, I am angry for you because these patterns were established many centuries ago and you might not even know that this is happening. It’s the mission of both sides to unite in equal and loving ways. Children are also suffering from collective wounding. This is activating our Inner Child, and might be responsible for the many meltdowns we are witnessing in adults. So, yes, I am a little busy and a little tired. Rest assured, I am up to the task as I have much support from the spiritual realm.

The higher frequency in the collective is such that I have never felt before. It vibrates so pure, so bright, that the moment I tap into it all the yuck I have absorbed is dissipated. I am filled with a sense of peace and an absolute knowingness that everything is working out for the highest and best good and we have nothing to fear. The Universe has our backs and Divine Creator has everything under control. There is more energy in the high frequency range than there is in the low range, and it is gaining more ground each and every day. It only feels as though there is more low energy, simply because it is dense. Kind of like fog, which hangs close to the ground and blocks out the sun.

I hope this message helps you and maybe lifts your spirit a little higher. What happens when there is fog? There might be rain, or storms, but what comes after? A Rainbow, a beacon of light from Divine Creator to remind you that ALL IS WELL and you are never alone.

Thought For Today, November 6, 2020

If you had a choice, which one would you pick:

Lies, that you were told everyday and you didn’t have to do anything to get them.

Truth, that you had to search for and caused you varying levels of discomfort.

Me, I’ll take the pain of knowing the truth. My conscience would kill me otherwise.

Thought For Today, November 2, 2020

It is one day before the US Election. I hope you have voted or plan to vote. Remember, it is your choice of who you vote for and no one else’s. You can even change your mind as you complete your ballot.

Are you having a difficult time deciding on your candidate? Get your information from reliable sources, such as congress.gov and whitehouse.gov. I prefer choosing intuitively, as this lets you access your Higher Self. Find a quiet space where you can sit by yourself. Take a few deep breaths and allow your thoughts to settle. Drop into the feeling space of your heart. Then visualize each candidate, one at a time, putting aside “conditioned” thoughts that may have come from outside sources. Pull the vision of that person into your heart and ask yourself “how does that person feel to me?” Does their energy resonate with you? You can also use oracle cards or pray for guidance. Your heart and gut will tell you the best choice for you. . .even if it is the opposite of your mental choice.

The Great Reckoning

2020 has been referred to as “The Great Awakening”, the year in which people are becoming aware and educated to all of the evil and corruption that has held control of our planet for centuries.  I am also calling it “The Great Reckoning” in which a mirror is being held up to each of us to recognize who and what we are.

2020 is the transformation to the new Golden Age, the Age of Aquarius, a new way of life that includes: peace, prosperity, equality, happiness, free energy, vibrant health, abundance and service to all of humanity.  Sounds wonderful, yes?  I don’t think we can even grasp what this means.  We have been taught that we are unworthy so any crumb will be wonderful, but can’t imagine getting the entire cake.  If you are reading this, know that you made a soul agreement to be here at this time so something deep within you KNOWS that we are moving into the greatest existence ever on this planet.  Hang in there and live through this, ’cause you deserve the goodness that is coming.  It has been decreed by Divine Creator, and nothing can stop this.

Our human existence on Earth was Divine Creator’s experiment of free will choice.  The mission was to grow our spirit, give and receive love, and then find our way back to Spirit.  Along the way, this got highjacked by an evil group of people who decided that they should control all the stuff, all the money, and all the people.  Fantastic technology that would have provided free, non-harmful energy, optimum healthcare without drugs, and other amazing things was snatched by them and hidden from our view.  Take a look at the US Patent website and you will see some of what is being released.  They took over the banking system and turned the world into a slave-debt society.  They pumped us full of chemicalized food and lethal pharmaceuticals, keeping us locked into poor health and foggy brains.  The media narrative controlled us through a barrage of propaganda further breaking us down.  Is it a wonder why society is at war with each other?

This system, otherwise tagged “The Matrix” is breaking down before our very eyes.  And now it is time to rebuild it into something better.  Greed, corruption, evil, all these negative things will not be going forward.  It doesn’t exist in the new Golden Age.

It starts with YOU.  That is why I have tagged this “The Great Reckoning”.  You see, you can’t rebuild something new until you tear down the old.  I believe that 2020 is a mirror for every single person, forcing us to look at our deepest selves.  What has your life looked like until now?  Who have you been?  First of all, don’t expect or even claim perfection.  Free will choice, remember.  Start with gratitude.  Thank yourself for all you are and all that you have done.  There is a beautiful soul in there, somewhere.  Next, forgive yourself.  For what you have done wrong, for who you have harmed, for how badly you have treated yourself.  Then, get to work on the cleanup.  If you have soul wounds, look that pain straight in the eye and deal with it.  Get help if you need to.  But heal it, you must, as it can’t go with you into the Golden Age. Get your health in order. If you’ve been an absolute shit, then you better get right with yourself and decide how you are going to make amends and make changes.  This also will not be going into the Golden Age.  The Golden Age is Service to Others and not Service to Self.  If you have tried to do the best you can, then open your heart to new ideas to serve humanity.

If you haven’t looked in the mirror yet, it’s time.  Forget the messy hair and wrinkles, look at your SOUL, the infinitely beautiful YOU.  Envision what you want the new world to look like.  Keep your focus on that vision.  Watch it come into reality.  You have the power.