How many times have you said to yourself “what is Wrong with me?!”, followed by an internal laundry list or repetitive behavior pattern to validate your wrongness. Let me count the ways.
I struggled with this again a day ago as I was feeling out-of-sorts and wondering why I keep processing the same repetitive thoughts. “What IS wrong with me that I can’t figure this out?!!!” So I asked my favorite guide, Archangel Michael, to help me.
First, he reminded me that I am an Empath and therefore subject to internalizing the energies of those around me. Secondly, he reminded me that, due to the current ongoing 5D Ascension process, all buried emotions are rising to the surface to be healed and they are very intense. In other words, take it easy on myself.
I drew a series of Oracle cards and they were direct in stating that my little world is safe, protected and fine. But the next one indicated that I needed to get out of the negative situation. So of course, I focused on that. What did that mean? That everything that was fine really wasn’t? Then I pulled the positive thoughts card. Hmmm. I did this before bedtime, so I stopped drawing cards and instead asked AA Michael to communicate in my dreams what I really needed to know.
And He did. AA Michael is really awesome about such stuff. And do you know that I woke up and very clearly heard the words “why don’t you ask yourself – what is Right with me?”. Well, Wow! Of course, I never thought of that.
I think we are always quick to judge ourselves in negative ways. We are programmed from birth to follow rules and belief systems handed down to us by our families, quite often through the use of “don’t do that”. We probably experienced shaming by our peers and a whole host of others things that someone instilled in our minds that we were “less than”. These might have been repetitive and we learned to believe them. We attracted people into our lives that were mirrors of these messages, never thinking to challenge the messages or look at the beautiful parts of ourselves.
Never dreaming of using the words “what is RIGHT with me”, until an unconditionally loving Angel reminds us to see the Divine within.
So I did, and you know what? Those things that were troubling me just melted into nothingness. And I didn’t even need to make a list of those “right” things.