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Self-Healing With Style
Do you struggle to survive everyday life? It’s time for you to dig into self-care, toughen up, build your resiliency, and make every day your bitch. Become the very best version of You.
I am excited to announce my 2nd book: “Loving Your Sh*t – A Journey Through Healing Into Ascension”. You can purchase it now on Amazon:
This manual explains The Great Awakening – an overview of 2020 and what ascension into the 5th dimension means for the energetic human body. Each section describes the new 12 chakra energy body and the healing lessons associated with each. 2020 is about cleaning up your emotional and behavioral baggage so your transition is less stressful.
I have just achieved a long-time dream and published my first book. I used Amazon’s Kindle Direct Publishing and it was surprisingly simple. The publishing part, that is; writing is much more of a challenge.
My book “Phucenschitt – Spirituality For People Who Swear” is in the same theme as my blog posts and represents my views of spirituality. But with a twist, for those of you – like me – who aren’t afraid to flavor their speech with foul language. Real life, after all, does include plenty of reasons to swear. I believe it doesn’t lessen my beliefs in the Universe, but rather strengthens them.
Please feel free to look, review and maybe purchase. I thank you for any attention you might give. You can purchase from Amazon here: Book
It’s been quite a while since I have actually written a post. Oh, a few re-posts here and there, if I like what others have written. My limited writing has been a monthly newsletter for the community I live in. Most of my time has been spent on building a life here in the Valley of the Sun, and just simply enjoying retirement. I’m loving every moment of it, as well as my community, and the last year and a half has flown by quickly. We’re getting settled in and certainly do not miss the cold and snow.
I also haven’t written because I have spent a quite a bit of time researching down the rabbit holes of our troubled world. I could have posted much about that, but I felt as though I should go silent running. I chose the title of this post from the 1985 song by Mike and the Mechanics, since it speaks to current times. Have a listen here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i17mgRK3GX8 and pay attention to the lyrics. I’m going to reference some of them and provide some thoughts, as I feel that now is the time to encourage everyone to pay attention. I much prefer helping people learn and look within, rather than tell them what to do, but I can no longer remain silent. It is time to pull your head out of the sand and Wake Up. We are in a battle for control of our lives.
Third Stanza: “Swear allegiance to the flag
Whatever flag they offer
Never hint at what you really feel
Teach the children quietly
For some day sons and daughters
Will rise up and fight while we stood still”
First Stanza: “Take the children and yourself
And hide out in the cellar
By now the fighting will be close at hand
Don’t believe the church and state
And everything they tell you
Believe in me, I’m with the high command”
Polarity seems to rule the day, encouraging conflict and dividing friends, families, partners and everyone in-between. What is said to be truth, is quite often a lie, leaving you to wonder what to do, say or think. “You do this [thing], to protect me”, forcing you to deny the power of owning your own life. Money and power own the world, leaving anyone lesser to bend to the will of those who have that. If you question that, you are made to feel crazy; if you push against that, then you are the criminal. Be the peaceful warrior and use knowledge as your superpower. Open your mind to any and all possibilities of information, even if it seems unbelievable or controversial. Draw the information into your Heart center and see how it feels. Your Heart will always be truthful, even if your mind says otherwise. To challenge you, I’m going to list topics that are “running” through and “calling” out in our current times – for you to take a tumble down the rabbit hole and discover what lies within.
Government, politics, the elections, Big Tech, Big Media, Big Pharma, medical systems, military industrial complex, 3-letter agencies, JFK, Russia, Ukraine, religious institutions, human traffiking, satanic rituals, pedophilia, ETs, Annunaki, Draco-Reptilians, Area 51, Antartica, The Great Awakening, Quantum Financial System, Space Force, the US Constitution, Organic Act of 1871, Central Banks, Freemasons, Atlantis, and Q. Here’s a good pictorial version to tie that altogether: https://www.dylanlouismonroe.com/q-web.html
This list will either: challenge you, scare you, disgust you, anger you, intrigue you, or maybe validate that you are also not crazy. I realize that simply listing all this, could get me kicked off the blog for poking at controversial subjects. What I can do is promise that if you choose to investigate some of these items, you will never think about them in the same way again. Regardless, it is time for us all to wake up and become aware of what is going on around us. There is no denying that life has changed and continues to change rapidly from what we knew a few years ago. This, dear readers, is what is called “The Great Awakening”. A massive shift in energy; from dark to light, from bad to good, away from satanic activities to sovereign souls connected to Divine Creator. And best of all: from apathy and hate into Divine Love.
Stanza Two: “There’s a gun and ammunition
Just inside the doorway
Use it only in emergency
Better you should pray to God
The Father and the Spirit
Will guide you and protect from up here”
Now is the time to stand up and stand on your own two feet. I do not advocate violence. I do not want to be a part of it, unless it is for the protection of my life, property, and that of my loved ones. Even then, follow the path of least harm. Regain ownership of your mind, body, and soul. They belong to you and not anyone or anything else. Choose what goes into your body, what thoughts and beliefs you retain, and what is near and dear to your heart. Your soul comes from Divine Creator and is your moral compass. Look within yourself for the connection to Spirit, and don’t give that power to someone else. They usually just want money in exchange for their version of Spirit’s messages. All of which keeps you in a state of fear and anxiety.
Let me say this again: GO WITHIN. Love, love, love yourself as you would a newborn baby. Accept that you may see yourself as having faults and then love yourself even more. Look with awe upon your human body and realize what an amazing creation it is. The ability to heal itself over and over again; you’ll wonder why you need to rely upon medical treatments when it has capabilities you can’t imagine. Your mind is capable of critical thinking, multi-creation, and storage of information beyond the technical world. You are a living, breathing, powerful-beyond-measure wonder placed here by Divine Creator. When you go within, connect with Spirit, open yourself to guidance, and trust what Spirit offers you, then you have everything you need to deal with the shitstorm that has arisen on Earth. Trust Spirit, trust yourself, disconnect from fear-driven narrative, love yourself, do something fun every single day, and watch the shitstorm burn itself out. They’re called “haboobs” in the desert. Frightening at first, but don’t last long and neither will this one. Are you ready to create Paradise on Earth?
The day will come when you won’t be looking for faith outside of you. When you will stop looking for God in temples and religion. You will notice the… You are a Reflection of Love
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“Loaded up and a truckin’, we’re gonna do what they say can’t be done.” A song by Jerry Reed, made famous in the soundtrack of the 1977 movie “Smokey and the Bandit”. An iconic film with defiance as its theme.
This catchy tune is making a big comeback as the Canadian Convey is rolling its way across Canada. A massive gathering of big rigs, peacefully converging on the City of Ottawa to protest and request abolishment of Covid mandates. Peacefully, with no reports of disruptive actions, but with determination. These hard-working Canadians, who bring the goods needed to stock store shelves, are standing up to their government and demanding that they be allowed to freely move about. They are not against the jabs, just the mandates that require them, along with a “medical passport” and unnecessary quarantines. They believe in and represent the freedom of choice.
I have a lot of respect for people that can roll thousands of pounds of steel down a highway. Who can back up 65 feet of truck into a skinny alleyway. Who can spend days on the road, mostly alone, just to transport fresh food for us to enjoy. These people are necessary to our survival and should not be hampered by unnecessary rules. Think of the money, not to mention – rotted food, that is being wasted. You know those beautiful raspberries that turn moldy an hour after you bought them? Probably got held up at the border because someone breathed on another human.
Your personal opinion regarding Covid and the jabs, is just that: personal. A mandate of anything related to that takes away your personal choice. Medicine began with the oath of “do no harm” and patient autonomy. Your health, and that of your minor children, is your decision. For a long time, people have been making the choice to opt out of potentially life-saving treatments due to personal choice. What if you had cancer, but were unwilling to have surgery because the risk was too great – but the doctor told you it was mandatory, did the surgery anyway, and you died? Oh, the shit would hit the fan. There’s a reason why medical treatment is a choice. So why is This suddenly different? Did we all get dumb all of a sudden? Are we too stupid to know what’s good for us?
If you are okay with allowing someone else to tell you what you HAVE to do with-or-to your body, what’s next? Maybe MREs to eat, because the trucks are no longer allowed to deliver fresh food. You think I’m joking or crazy, but you ever eaten one of those things? Freeze-dried goulash and cardboard bread. You’d be happy to eat a half-moldy raspberry after that.
This convoy isn’t a bunch of half-crazy addicts about to mow down the country with thousands of pounds of steel. They are driving on behalf of you and your ability to get fresh, nutritious food (and other goods) quickly and easily. They are people trying to make a living and feed their families, just like you. They don’t care whether you get jabbed or not, only that you – and they – can choose. Because without choice, we are nothing. God gave us Free Will when we were placed upon the Earth. Do you really want to disappoint God?
P.S.: remember, there was a follow-up song “West Bound and Down”. Success in Ottawa might send those big rigs in another direction.
It’s been a rough couple of years. You may have thought you were a Lightworker and on the path. And then this shitstorm showed up and you’re not really sure if you even are a Lightworker. You’ve been pulled down and pulled off your path. You may have lost jobs and friends and live in a house divided. You sneeze and someone acts like you have the plague. What you thought you believed in now sounds like a fairy tale. You wonder if Satan has taken over the Earth. That pure Divine connection to God seems like a thin trickle. And your Spirit Guides? Where did they go?
All is not lost. Don’t give up and, for sure, don’t give in.
Maybe you spent a lot of time clearing up your baggage. Maybe you feel like you’ve passed your Spiritual Initiations. (They never stop, by the way. No Master ever gets a free pass.) And now it’s all gone to shit.
But it hasn’t. . .
Remember when you learned to drive a car and the day came when you got to make a solo trip? Well, this is it, kids, the Solo Drive for Lightworkers. Your Spirit Guides didn’t leave you, they LAUNCHED you. You are now one badass Lightworker and you got this. Yes, seriously. All the work, all the praying and meditation, all the study and learning, is within you. You know how to connect, you know how to clear your energy, you know how to “read” people’s energy, so your Guides don’t have to be taking care of you every minute – not that they mind and they’re still there when you need them.
And now they are asking you to take the next step on your spiritual journey: stepping into Service. It’s time to shine your light even brighter to help other Souls get onto the spiritual path. Their path, not yours. Remind them that they are a Divine Child of God, a Sovereign Soul filled with Divine Love, and capable of creating a joyful, abundant life. Maybe it is in your path to help someone create a wonderous thing that benefits many and costs nothing. Maybe you bring beauty to the world, or nurture others with healthful food. Whatever it is, ask your Guides to put you on the path of Service.
But remember, that even when you drive solo, you are never alone.
Yes, you read that correctly. I’m going to take a “leap of faith” into the subject of beliefs, namely the spiritual variety. Starting with the definition of Belief according to- thefreedictionary.com:
Belief systems and their origins can be a complicated and controversial subject and take one down vast roads and rabbit holes. They can be learned but are often something felt within. Beliefs are and should be an entirely personal choice. Throughout my years of research and study of spiritual subjects, I have decided that there are five types of spiritual belief systems:
There is nothing wrong nor right to any of these groups. The snarky comments are mine alone. A belief in something or someone is based upon an individual’s energetic frequency level, and their heart-based feeling. But the basis of belief is in a Higher Being, Source Energy, a Creator of All, regardless of the name placed upon it. We came into being somehow, even if some are convinced that we originated from an ape. (So how did the ape get here, might I ask?)
To throw in the mix is another category, what I like to call the “Mean People”. They don’t believe in God, much less Jesus. They believe in Other Things. They hate humans. They worship power and money and like to take both from you. You can tell who they are by looking in their eyes – dead, flat, no soul shining within. Some have cobra eyes, that dead stare that sucks you in right before they bite you. Yes, creepy as fuck.
But getting back to Jesus. . .
I believe that God created each one of us, through a Divine Spark placed within a human body. Our purpose was to explore life in physical form in order to grow our spirit, which grows God, and to give and receive love. We were conveyed the Divine Right to joy, love, prosperity, abundance, and freedom. However, we agreed to forget our conscious connection to God to achieve this growth without the knowledge of perfection. But as we matured spiritually, we would remember and re-ignite the desire to know God within our soul.
Well, that went reasonably well for quite some time, but the Mean People multiplied too. They figured out how they could manipulate the humans through fear and then it got out of hand. Drunken orgies and that kind of thing. They came up with devious methods to take power and money away from the humans. The people became tired and unhappy. God got angry but determined that it wouldn’t be beneficial to wipe out Earth and start over. Waste of resources and all that. So, God created Jesus. A pure, Divine Spark in a human body, but with full remembrance of the God-connection. Someone who could talk to the humans and remind them just Who it was that put them here. A “come to Jesus” sort of meeting. (I couldn’t help using that reference.)
So, there He was, talking with anyone who would listen, reminding them that they were of God and could-and should- be living a joyful, loving, abundant life. I envision Jesus as an awesome big brother. The brother who would take you camping in the woods, roast you a perfect marshmallow, and scare you shitless with the worst ghost story imaginable. Then when you woke in the early hours, terrified, he’d be in his sleeping bag between you and the tent opening with a club by his side. Snoring peacefully. The brother who would toss you in a pond, then teach you how to swim. Or sit with you in the backyard, patiently explaining to you how a dandelion is not much different from a human: you can choose to see a weed, or you can choose to see a flower, but God made both, so both are perfection and can renew themselves endlessly.
I believe he was married and raised children (his time of death could have been mis-reported; it’s a common theme), because how could he counsel such things without direct knowledge? In short, I believe Jesus was a teacher, who was sent here to help us remember that God lives within each of us and that we are capable of creating a life of our dreams. A life of freedom to explore and learn. A life of joy, with meaningful activities that create beautiful things and provide what we need. (He was a carpenter.) To teach us that abundance is having everything that we need and enjoy (and not just to impress the neighbors). All that crap about poverty being a virtue was made up by the Mean People so they could take more of your things.
But all the while he was busy building cabinets and telling us to talk to God every day, the Mean People were grilling their minions about this new guy in town. They threatened them by withholding food, by taking their money, by putting them in house arrest, and to some, death. Jesus was a direct threat to the existence of the Mean People, but he just got louder. They didn’t much like that. And you know how all that turned out. Do you get why I call them “Mean People”?
So, this narrative of “Jesus died for our sins”, well, I don’t think you really understand the whole story. He died because very few people stood up for him. The rest of the sorry-ass population were so scared of the Mean People – even though they outnumbered them a thousand to one – that they rolled over and gave him up. So, what if the Mean People had all the money, power and maybe weapons? Many a time in later history an army of peasants with pitchforks and brooms took out a group of soldiers to regain their freedom. One wonders why that didn’t happen in Jesus’ time.
And then there is this “Second Coming” deal. Yes, it will probably happen, but not until we current crop of humans get off our lazy-asses and do some saving of our own. Really, if you were He, would you be all excited to come back? Probably not. The Mean People beat the fuck out of Him the first time; and now, they’ve got worse weapons. If you want the Second Coming to hurry up and get here, and to be saved by Jesus, then you better get busy to save Him.
Take a good look at your life. Do you whine and complain that nothing works for you? Is your body a mess? Do you have difficult relationships? What about that job – does it make you crabby, but you make good money? Get busy and clean up your act. Save yourself first. Dig down deep and find the love within you. Remind yourself that you are a Divine Child of God. Remember that God’s decree is that you live joyfully, abundantly, and lovingly. You have the right to freedom and prosperity. Pure health is a gift. Own your power and stand strong in your beliefs. Become the person that Jesus saved. Only then will the Mean People go away. Remember that 1,000 years of peace we were promised? How ‘bout we make that forever?
Just imagine what antics your Big Brother Jesus has planned for you when peace is restored. I’m sharpening my marshmallow stick. How about you?
Forget the “I’m gonna do ___” resolution nonsense. It does nothing but provide you with an endless loop of procrastination, and things to blame. It is time to walk the life you only talk about. Go into your Heart Center and figure out what that means. How do you want to live? What are you passionate about? What do you enjoy? What steps do you need to take to live as the person you want to be?
Well, so-and-so says. . .. Do they live your life or do you? There is nothing wrong with doing research on something that interests you, and maybe a method of learning how to do it. But ultimately it needs to feel good and right for you, and not just because someone else says so.
We have been living in a time where many so-called experts tell us how, what and when to do something, regardless if it is a good thing or not. THEY ARE NOT YOU. You get to decide what you do. (Note: I’m not talking about criminal actions or being an asshole. Good thoughts, good things only, People.) And how about those of you who are too lazy to take charge of your life and constantly say someone or something is going to “save” you. How’s that working for you? No one is going to save you. I know I’m being a hard-ass, but I get really tired of listening to people who give their power away instead of taking responsibility for themselves. Get off your dead ass and do something for yourself! Say NO to things you don’t want, and YES to things that stir your heart.
Remember, we are each a Child of God. We were created as humans, but with a Divine Spark within us so that we remember WHO WE ARE. Put a torch to that Divine Spark, get off your lazy ass and build yourself a life of meaningful activities that bring you abundance, prosperity and contentment. Create it! Honor your incredible human body, use your amazing complex thought process, love yourself with intensity, and listen to the Divine Guidance within your soul.
Now if that’s not the best way to start the year, I don’t know what is.